never give up




Hey! The names Ashley. Looking for inspiration and strength to recover me fully from my battles with anorexia. Also looking to show the world my sense of style an daily eats! oh, and i love flowers :D Trying to learn to be FULL,
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a great morning in the snow :)


TONIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN :) went out and had an amazing night with friends that I havent seen in foreveeeerrrrr, and Brooke went to work, we wound up getting home at exactly the same time and actually scared each other as we were walking towards the door hahaha! hope everyone had a lovely Friday night! xxx


thankful for this gorgeous gal, my sister Danielle <3 love her so so so much and with my recovery our relationship has been SO much better. xxx

thankful for this gorgeous gal, my sister Danielle <3 love her so so so much and with my recovery our relationship has been SO much better. xxx


this is me and my sister Brooke, i am a part of a triplet but this is my twin. We have both struggled long and hard with our eating disorders but today we shared such a special moment. It was one of those moments where you realize youve made it. You&#8217;ve walked across the rocky waters and made it past the stormy dark days. We started hysterically crying because this has been such a journey. We thought we were hopeless and that we would never change but now there are true smiles on our faces and we are finally done with the sorrow and pain and have made our way to see happy healthy days. Not every day is perfect and I cant say ED still doesnt sit on my shoulders but we have flourished into two individuals who can love and accept each other not for what we look like, what we eat, or what we do, but for who we are. The best thing that has come out of my recovery is fixing my relationship with you Brooke, I am so happy we have overcome our disorders and our comparisons with each other. I will love and accept you no matter what and I never thought we could mend our relationship but we did. We are living breathing examples that you dont have to be 5&#8217;11 and a skinny minny to be happy, you can be of a normal size and weight and be even more happy than any super model will ever be. You can have your cake and eat it too, my life has never been so amazing, and it is all because I decided one day that I was done with my eating disorder. You all have the power to create something beautiful out of your life, so do it &lt;3  xxxx

this is me and my sister Brooke, i am a part of a triplet but this is my twin. We have both struggled long and hard with our eating disorders but today we shared such a special moment. It was one of those moments where you realize youve made it. You’ve walked across the rocky waters and made it past the stormy dark days. We started hysterically crying because this has been such a journey. We thought we were hopeless and that we would never change but now there are true smiles on our faces and we are finally done with the sorrow and pain and have made our way to see happy healthy days. Not every day is perfect and I cant say ED still doesnt sit on my shoulders but we have flourished into two individuals who can love and accept each other not for what we look like, what we eat, or what we do, but for who we are. The best thing that has come out of my recovery is fixing my relationship with you Brooke, I am so happy we have overcome our disorders and our comparisons with each other. I will love and accept you no matter what and I never thought we could mend our relationship but we did. We are living breathing examples that you dont have to be 5’11 and a skinny minny to be happy, you can be of a normal size and weight and be even more happy than any super model will ever be. You can have your cake and eat it too, my life has never been so amazing, and it is all because I decided one day that I was done with my eating disorder. You all have the power to create something beautiful out of your life, so do it <3 

xxxx


a day without laughter is a day wasted brooke i love you with all my heart &lt;3 seriously, you da bomb.

a day without laughter is a day wasted

brooke i love you with all my heart <3 seriously, you da bomb.


brookie in her new scarf &lt;3

brookie in her new scarf <3


&#8220;Be Fierce&#8221; 

“Be Fierce” 


this is my beautiful sister Danielle &lt;3 she is the funniest, silliest, craziest girl youve ever met! Her diet consists of chicken nuggets, french fries, liters of cocoa cola, hot cocoa, and candy and she is still beautiful. Proof that if you love who you are and what you eat, you can be loved back as well. Danielle, I have and always will admire you. You have always been my biggest inspiration to be healthy because you live such a normal life. Love you and I will always and forever be here for you. xoxo

this is my beautiful sister Danielle <3 she is the funniest, silliest, craziest girl youve ever met! Her diet consists of chicken nuggets, french fries, liters of cocoa cola, hot cocoa, and candy and she is still beautiful. Proof that if you love who you are and what you eat, you can be loved back as well. Danielle, I have and always will admire you. You have always been my biggest inspiration to be healthy because you live such a normal life. Love you and I will always and forever be here for you. xoxo


no matter what life puts us through, ill always be here to guide you.

no matter what life puts us through, ill always be here to guide you.


I will never let go of your hand, even if this journey comes to an end.

I will never let go of your hand, even if this journey comes to an end.