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Hey! The names Ashley. Looking for inspiration and strength to recover me fully from my battles with anorexia. Also looking to show the world my sense of style an daily eats! oh, and i love flowers :D Trying to learn to be FULL,
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a great morning in the snow :)


life is like a camera, focus on what is important, capture the good times, develop from the negatives, and if things dont work out, take another shot.

life is like a camera, focus on what is important, capture the good times, develop from the negatives, and if things dont work out, take another shot.


just got back from the funnest zumba class with my mom and sister! some guy that peaked in through the gym mirror told me i am as hyper as a jumping jelly bean because i was so much more energetic than everyone else in the class and i really knew how to “shake it” hahaha! omg so fun, greatest morning ever! off to my favorite restaurant in the world for some lunch, im thinking a turkey club with avocado and homemade root vegetable chips! :) sooo freaking excited. hope everyone is having an awesome day, I know I am :) xxxxxxxxx

just got back from the funnest zumba class with my mom and sister! some guy that peaked in through the gym mirror told me i am as hyper as a jumping jelly bean because i was so much more energetic than everyone else in the class and i really knew how to “shake it” hahaha! omg so fun, greatest morning ever! off to my favorite restaurant in the world for some lunch, im thinking a turkey club with avocado and homemade root vegetable chips! :) sooo freaking excited. hope everyone is having an awesome day, I know I am :)

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TONIGHT WAS SO MUCH FUN :) went out and had an amazing night with friends that I havent seen in foreveeeerrrrr, and Brooke went to work, we wound up getting home at exactly the same time and actually scared each other as we were walking towards the door hahaha! hope everyone had a lovely Friday night! xxx


in the cookies of life, sisters are the chocolate chips, the ultimate best part.

in the cookies of life, sisters are the chocolate chips, the ultimate best part.


good morning :D just brushing our teeth ya know, than getting ready for an amazing breeekie! xox

todays a new day!


let your problems roll away like a wave, youll never want to turn back to the life you pushed away. The freedom in your heart now shine through, the smile on your face is no longer masking the fears inside you.

let your problems roll away like a wave, youll never want to turn back to the life you pushed away. The freedom in your heart now shine through, the smile on your face is no longer masking the fears inside you.


This is what text messages look like between 2 sisters recovering from eating disorders experiencing extreme hunger

Brooke: I am the hungry Brookie monsta, feed me some god damn pastaaa

(eating pasta) If this is what an orgasm is like, I should start having sex

#holy deliciousness problems

we must be having sex than because eating this pasta is making me feel the same way. # holyshitilovemytwinandfoodwaytomuchproblems


baking chocolate chip cookies with my girl! totally owned the raw cookie dough that was left in the bowl :) everything just feels so…..normal.

baking chocolate chip cookies with my girl! totally owned the raw cookie dough that was left in the bowl :) everything just feels so…..normal.


at every moment of the day, even if its night time or day, I feel like dancing around, because it feels like my feet never touch the ground. Being happy is simple, do things that show your dimples :)

at every moment of the day, even if its night time or day, I feel like dancing around, because it feels like my feet never touch the ground. Being happy is simple, do things that show your dimples :)