never give up




Hey! The names Ashley. Looking for inspiration and strength to recover me fully from my battles with anorexia. Also looking to show the world my sense of style an daily eats! oh, and i love flowers :D Trying to learn to be FULL,
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MY CHALLENGE FOR THE DAY! Snack: 2 slices of trader joes cinnamon raisin walnut bread with fig jelly, sliced pears, cinnamon, Brie cheese, crunchy peanut butter grilled in buttaaahhh. OMG I have never been so happy in my life! This is the greatest sandwich alive!

MY CHALLENGE FOR THE DAY! Snack: 2 slices of trader joes cinnamon raisin walnut bread with fig jelly, sliced pears, cinnamon, Brie cheese, crunchy peanut butter grilled in buttaaahhh. OMG I have never been so happy in my life! This is the greatest sandwich alive!


i promise this one is a useful video! haha, about what this month means to me in my recovery and how amazing recovery freaking feels! love you guys! <3333


enjoying this warming breakfast on a cold rainy day! Baked apple cranberry oats with a honey coconut milk glaze and candied pecans!

enjoying this warming breakfast on a cold rainy day! Baked apple cranberry oats with a honey coconut milk glaze and candied pecans!


My stylish work outfit :) butler at a restaurant! I don’t know how guys wear these things, they’re so uncomfortable! Also tried a huuuuuuuuuge scoop of white chocolate pistachio semifreddo at work, omg it was so freaking good! My ED surely didn&#8217;t want it but oh boy Ashley 110% enjoyed it :)

My stylish work outfit :) butler at a restaurant! I don’t know how guys wear these things, they’re so uncomfortable! Also tried a huuuuuuuuuge scoop of white chocolate pistachio semifreddo at work, omg it was so freaking good! My ED surely didn’t want it but oh boy Ashley 110% enjoyed it :)


sometimes its nice to let go of my super healthy side and splurge a bit in some red meat! makes me feel like i can let go and not led ED control my eating and I can allow myself something a bit out of the normal for me! Anyways this was my delicious homemade cheesesteak with peppers, onions, extra sharp cheddar on a whole grain roll with roasted broccoli on the side! OMG YUM!


stay strong for yourself because in the end it will be up to you to fight your own battles. smile everyday because you have the own strength to never back down to the demon inside of you and know that you are so much stronger and you have the ability to create your own happiness&#8230;let your mind be in the moment, every decision matters. 
xxx

stay strong for yourself because in the end it will be up to you to fight your own battles. smile everyday because you have the own strength to never back down to the demon inside of you and know that you are so much stronger and you have the ability to create your own happiness…let your mind be in the moment, every decision matters. 

xxx


round twoooo! just as good or maybe 10x better as round one, i am thinking of a round three?

round twoooo! just as good or maybe 10x better as round one, i am thinking of a round three?


sorry for all the “ya knows” i just took a nutrition test and my brain is kinda fried haha but anyways, this is my update on best at a healthy weight and such. xoxo


quick breakfast before heading out to do some garage sales!

3 egg omelette with broccoli and roasted tomatoes, crispy seasoned yukon potatoes, and yogurt fig raspberry parfait on the side

ill be back to update you guys on my AMAAAZING date later :D 


using the rest of the summer berry harvest to my benefit! Im gonna miss them so so much come winter time :/
Banana oatmeal with raspberries and blueberries with almond butter and cashew butter on top! nom nom nom!

using the rest of the summer berry harvest to my benefit! Im gonna miss them so so much come winter time :/

Banana oatmeal with raspberries and blueberries with almond butter and cashew butter on top! nom nom nom!