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Hey! The names Ashley. Looking for inspiration and strength to recover me fully from my battles with anorexia. Also looking to show the world my sense of style an daily eats! oh, and i love flowers :D Trying to learn to be FULL,
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I honestly couldnt be happier to say, I got my period today! 
I cant believe it I feel so amazing, I mean not literally of course because period comes with cramps, bloating, moodiness and all that good stuff but I dont even care about any of that because this is such a true indication that I am doing what is right for my body and it feels so good. I am so happy I am becoming a normal teenage girl again. My boobs are growing (yaaaaaay!), my hormones are coming back into balance, my thoughts around food are more normal, I am starting to accept my body image in the mirror, everything is just coming full circle. Of course every day isn’t perfect and I still have so many thoughts and regrets and ED thoughts but its pushing those thoughts back and telling myself I can move on and those thoughts are just thoughts, and they are not correct. I can do this, I can recover, I can be healthy, I can be free. And saying all of that, puts me one step closer.
xoxo
now i am off to go eat some chocolate, because that is what girls do when they have their period….right? :D

I honestly couldnt be happier to say, I got my period today! 

I cant believe it I feel so amazing, I mean not literally of course because period comes with cramps, bloating, moodiness and all that good stuff but I dont even care about any of that because this is such a true indication that I am doing what is right for my body and it feels so good. I am so happy I am becoming a normal teenage girl again. My boobs are growing (yaaaaaay!), my hormones are coming back into balance, my thoughts around food are more normal, I am starting to accept my body image in the mirror, everything is just coming full circle. Of course every day isn’t perfect and I still have so many thoughts and regrets and ED thoughts but its pushing those thoughts back and telling myself I can move on and those thoughts are just thoughts, and they are not correct. I can do this, I can recover, I can be healthy, I can be free. And saying all of that, puts me one step closer.

xoxo

now i am off to go eat some chocolate, because that is what girls do when they have their period….right? :D


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