never give up




Hey! The names Ashley. Looking for inspiration and strength to recover me fully from my battles with anorexia. Also looking to show the world my sense of style an daily eats! oh, and i love flowers :D Trying to learn to be FULL,
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Life.

What is this mystery of a word that everyone claims they fufill, meet its “qualifications” yet cant seem to simply define the word itself. What is life and how do we liveWell I admit from the getcho I dont have the answer to this un-explainable question, but do I need to? Why cant everybody find their own definition? Besides, we all live our lives anyway so why try to find one definite answer and way to live? Instead of going through each day wondering when LIFE will really begin and when I will get out of this rut and routine my life has turned into, Ive decided to stop searching but instead take my first step into this magical journey, my journey. Make your recovery journey exactly that, YOUR journey. No magazine, therapist, online website or any other resource could possibly explain to you how you should live your life or how your life will plan out if you do X, Y, Z. Instead in my like I feel like I have to stop take a moment, and realize what a beautiful life I have right in front of me, who I am and what I want to be and how I want to live and love my life. I must life my life nothing or noone elses because all the comparisons and dreams to be other people complicates, negates, and ultimately destroys the way god planned out each individual unique journey for every walking, breathing, living person on this earth. So in the end, what am I exactly getting at here? Well my tips are to live in the moment, everyday your way what you want to do and be who you want to be and you will find your definition of life in that exact place, that warmth in your heart that you feel when you know your doing what is good for your soul is when you will realize your true meaning of life. I promise! So stop searching and start living, things will all work out in the end if you just take that first jump into YOUR life, best of luck on your journey and hope the grass is greener on the other side <3

  • brooke, you wrote this for a reason, i know you can beat this thing in the butt, open your eyes to the beauty within yourself and find this person you are searching so hard for. I know she is in there, she just needs some push or a tug to get you going. Pull yourself out of this rut and smile, because girl, you were blessed with a gorgeous one. I love you till the end of the earth and I know you are waiting to set yourself free. Fly my love.

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